The exams are drawing ever closer and you can see my exam timetable online once ive put the new details in. As i write this im sat in the garden on my laptop (Amazed that the wireless works this far away) in the sun when i should really be revising steadily for my exams. I will revise later but it’s something that i find so hard to do as its so slow and boring.

I was meant to be going out today but everyone backed out of it so its a day in the garden rather than the peacegardens.

Oh and me and Grace are waiting for the introduction of teleporting small items via the CD tray such as paracetamol when you cant be bothered to go downstairs to get some!

Peace x

This week mum decided that we were all switching to healthy eating, shes said this before and it fails after a few weeks at the very most. I dunno, maybe she can stick to it this time but we’ll see. So i was ok with that one.

“Your not allowed on the PC until 7 at night” Now this rule has been imposed on me before but slowly worked out over a period of two years or so. My mum and dad fail to see that this is the 21st century and we are a hyper-connected generation. I pretty much disobeyed that rule straight away i think because i came in and immediately my ipod downloaded my emails and i checked twitter on it. It also has a web browser so i did a bit of browsing there. My mum soon realised that all we were going to do if we werent allowed on the PC is fight over the TV downstairs and she got sick of us been here so made us go on the PC haha

Youtube is becoming bit of a thing for me. I’m getting really into making videos now and i think that with sam we might be able to make something cool which might get us noticed. I’d love to come up with cool ideas for videos but i need a camera to start with and i looked at the Flip video cam that i saw iJustine has and it looked awesome. I checked the postage and its US only and ebay doesnt have one so that sucks a bit.

Exams. Exams. Exams. thats all im going to hear for the next two months at least and i know it. I should be into revising by now aparently but when your school fails to give you your timetable its damn annoying. When i get that (hopefully tommorow) ill start. I’ve done some maths but its just a case of knowing what to expect first so i can set a timetable up properly. I know its important and its going to change me life… ive been told this for the last 5 years or so of my life. I wish school would stop reminding me.

Life in general. Im feeling the pressure of everything a lot and i keep telling myself that its going to be over in a month or so and im sure it will be. I hope it will. I have a lot to think about at the minute and im finding it hard to focus my efforts and thoughts in the right place, i mean exams should be a priority yet i feel like im not in any rush to revise. When my mum shouted at me the other day about revising it really didnt make me feel like revising. I wish she’d just asked me nicely. I wish she’d gone to the parents evening about revision because the parents that went were shocked at the pressure we get put under and struggled themselves, im not sure if my mum sees that. So yeah, theres a lot on my mind.

This is probably the longest blog post i’ve ever done but i think i did a good job, i feel better after talking all about it. Hopefully ill have good news soon.

Im still planning to go to london this summer but with some alterations to the plans. We’ll be staying at daves for a few days rather than a hotel in london but getting the train into london and exploring. I’ve never been london yknow, so it seems quite fun. The only problem i seem to be having is that i dont think im going to have enough money for transport never mind the attractions and general spending money. Its going to cost £120 in transport so far i think so its a bit of a money hungry holiday.

My mum isn’t been very supportive about it and obviously feels like im going to die if i go away for a few days as she seems to just moo at me and brush the conversation off every time i say something to her about it. I need some sort of money input from my parents or i have no chance. Its a bit of a dilema really as i dont want to miss out but saving that much money up is really hard without a job. and i dont even want to think about that until at least after the exams.

These easter holidays have been pretty boring and lifeless, im actually worried about someone asking me to go out and do something now as ill need to obviously spend money when i need to save every penny i can get but i cant go round not been social for 4 months just incase i dont actually save enough to go or plans change or something. Damn london and its expensiveness.

Life has come to a bit of a standstill to be fair. Exams are slowly arriving and everyones screaming revise but i just find it hard to find what to revise and i feel like im revising too early when its not. Nothing big can actually start happening in your life until you leave education… can it? i mean im going sixth form and its going to be pretty much same old stuff every day. On the other hand ill be able to learn to drive which is always a good thing i suppose. Then theres UNI. Another few years there and that means that by the time we actually leave education weve used up half of our lives learning about how to live. ANyway ill stop talking about life and find something to do until my laptop battery dies

I bought a new hoody. Its like super tight/slim fit, white with black thin stripes and its a womans but its nice. Aparently im a size 14 in womans clothes…. yeah.

I bought myself two more posters for my room,. im going to have a right job putting them up, they annoy me to hell sometimes. You put one side up then go to the other side and the first side falls back down again.

I overheard in the last picture show “yeah theres a fire or a bomb or something” “ill ask a security guard” and i joked about it to people.

So after heading towards meadowhall interchange to get the bus we realised that the escalators up to the bridge to the station were closed with a rather stern looking security dude at the bottom of them who refused to say anything interesting and said “some sort of fire alarm activation or something” so we headed out to the side of the river where it was sectioned off by police. So after some questioning of people we found out that there was a bomb scare in the station and that it was cornered off.

So after some wandering about, not been able to get home yet finding the situation interesting and Jen getting in a state and pissing off to get a lift home off her dad we went starbucks. Went shopping then everything was back to normal. So i assume there wasnt really a bomb and some suspicious man or something. Yeah so it was cool.

It was all dead fun though, had a right laugh doing it all. Even if we did all go sleep (except Tom and 5:30) until about 7:30-8:00 i cant remember) and got up. So now im absolutely shattered. And im thinking of running a bath and getting in that, but what if i fall asleep and drown. I keep getting told that if i went under the water id wake up but i think thats debateable.

Also, remind me not to invite Jen and Nicole to the same event again. There was just way too much tension/bitchiness going on between them all the time. But yeh, girls suck at been friends. Hurray for the lad way of jus automatically been mates n gettin along.

Also thanks to chris’s mum for letting us stay over and sorry to chris for breaking his coke glass. Wait.. it wasnt even me it was Tom. So sorry on toms behalf anyways. Awesome night though. Would love to do it again.

Only down side is that i have an exam tuesday, (only mock =]) but still. Hope i recover for tommorow to do some revising.

Oh and i picked up an interesting fact from someone on twitter:

joshspear: london changes time a week ahead of the US, once a year, for one week, we’re an hour closer.  Only 4 hour difference!

How awesome is that =D

Anyway peace out before i hit return again.

P.S. I want a mac.
P.S.S. ahh crap i did it again
P.S.S.S. and again, yeah *falls asleep with head in cup of coffee*

Wow i just thought it was Friday night, getting ahead of myself here. Jen said to me earlier in the week “I cant go out on saturday so dont you go out having loadsa fun” or something to that sort of thing. IMHO i dont think thats fair, theres probably a few of us going out anyway so if she cant come out then theres always next week. Also appologies if your reading this Jen, i didnt mean it in a nasty way.

Might nip into the arcade and have a bash at that stacker game too. Major prize shall be mine!

All he’s done is shout at mum, demand things and generally be a twat.

I wanted to watch lost, but due to the way hes been , it was a “no were watching <insert shitty program name here>” reply in short so im not allowed to watch it. And he hasnt even watched anything anyway

all he did was flick around on his sattelite watching golf for the past  42 minutes while i do crapall up here.

Argh.

There’s no wonder i dont drink alcohol very often and if i do its in small amounts.

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Im all happy now ive had my dose of skins! if you missed it catch it on Youtube now!

I knew dale would be gay, so obvious. Kept trying to wish tony his life back though although im sure hell get there!

Anyway, im off to bed, ill continue my excitement in the morn!

So.. whats new..

I bought A VPS.  (http://193.28.153.54/) That link pretty much sums up what ive got running on it at the minute although the status for the San andreas server doesnt work for some reason but im sure ill find some sort of workaround sometime in the future.  It costs me like £6 a month or something, not sure, dad pays for most of it anyway.

EMA sucks, It lies. If you earn under £30k a year you only get like a tenner a week not thirty quid! thats if you earn less than £19k. Stupid EMA.

ICT is doing my head in , so much boring coursework to do and not an ounce of help to go with it from my ICT teachers as to be fair, they have no idea what they’re doing either! oh and Rixy went on holiday to see Gem and go skiing so im pretty much a loner at the minute as without him me and Joe dont really talk and he seems to know what hes doing so i might go bug him later on.

Thats all for now!

P.S. I watched Lost tonight, its ace.

Ive watched a series of videos recently , well tonight, and loved it so much. I watched brookers Fall video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_iO2DxTkVE

I wonder where she lives, i used to know but i forgot , its beautifull anyway. Last time i went america was in the summer and there were storms all the time. Im a huge fan of thunderstorms and so is my friend Gracie, weve sat and watched them at stupid hours because theyre pretty rare round here. And i want one so bad right now.

I want to do something, i want to lead a dynamic life, where im never set into something , where i love how my life is , and where its going. I know my mum would hate it if i moved to america but its basically,… a fresh start. Not that i need one but Britain really does suck and i know people move abroad and it works because it just does, its great.

Anyway ill stop my emotional rant now might make a vid about it its easier